Saturday, July 26, 2008
passion and awe ! what is this ? how much extent can people go with this ?
went for a dance concert with chrise last evening. it was fabulous. -stands and applauds- and then i wonder. this people really have passion for dance don't they ! they definitely do have the flair ! seriously. and then i qns myself. where has my passion for my interest gone ? vanished into lost space ? what has happened ? to see their commitment to the dance crew, i rly do take off my hats and bow humbly !
why did i stop playing soccer intensively ? lazy ? no time ? lack of experience ? lack of quality players to mingle with ? what is it ? i remember people thinking i was a child prodigy. playing since young. imagine a 4YO kid playing with 20YO ppl. how cute ! but yeah...suddenly all the avid feelings for personal soccer has diminished or even worse, disappear ! MY GOD ! i think i will start training again. i miss playing soccer !
and then...when you are awed by the pure mastery of someone fantastic. there's no harm in getting excited or aroused ! a fwe cheers maybe. maybe a SHOUT ! and applause. but sometimes...when people go overboard, they start doing irritating stuff.
when i, a mediocre soccer player, watch ronaldo's quick footwork. mr twinkle toes stuns the crowd with his magic. i will stand and cheer and applaud.
a fren of mine. who i think can be singapore's best guitarist gets "orgasmic" hearing superb guitar notes or something like tt. tts it !
but at the concert, people, who are NO WHERE, doubt they can dance. see people dance. they don't SHOUT. they SCREAM ! HELLO ! THIS IS A CONCERT. YOU ARE CALLED AUDIENCE ! (be high class please) NOT CALLED FANS ! (even fans have proper etiquettes). MY GOD ! freaking bitches were screaming so freaking loud. it's a concert not a horror film ! sheesh ! made me deaf. NOT EVEN MY SUPER BLASTERS OF MY COMPUTER MAKE MY EAR DRUMS ACHE ! stupid freaking loser girls. -.-" FUCK OFF !
anyhows...today was a good day nevertheless.
because i love my gf. i never want to see her feeling down. and i'll always try my best to make her smile.
and indeed i have ! -dances around my room-
ok. i feel sick.
gonna slp !
shouted at 1:49 AM
